new school

The day started out with a wake up call from my dad who was going out to work.. I didnt have an early night ystd.. I thought I could have but cos there was something I have to do, I had to have quite a late night.. So anyway, was kinda lazy to get up cos I was too tired.. But the determination to see the new school just pushed me to get my lazy ass out of bed.. And I was quite surprised to see that there was no breakfast on the kitchen table.. That made me quite moody.. Imagine waking up all hungry just to find out that no breakfast was prepared on the table..

So I juz got ready for school and decided to have my breakfast at the coffeeshop near my block.. Had prata.. Yum yum!! Its been a while since i ate hot and crispy prata.. So far during the holidays, I've only eaten prata which had turn cold due to my habit of waking up late... Hahaha.. So it was really delicious to have a hot and crispy prata.. Finger licking good!! *grins*

And so I head to school all alone.. I juz realise that today was the last day I ever walk that route.. Its quite sad lah actually.. Memories of walking that particular route will be missed.. And all the people whom I normally saw while walking that particular route will be missed.. The CJC girl, the SAJC girl.. *sobs*.. Hahaha.. Kinda weird huh how a route can be so meaningful in our life?

Of course, I'm gonna miss the Toh Tuck campus very much.. The days spent there ( eventhough its juz a short period of time..) will be greatly missed.. The not-so-nice hall, the classes, my vandalised table, the field, the basketball court and not forgetting the pull-up bar which is located outside the PE room.. Didnt get to 'pay respect' to the pull-up bar juz now.. Haha.. Thats what my PE teacher said when we started our first PE lesson..

'If u cant do pull-up, "pay respect" to the pull-up bar outside the PE room each time u walk pass it.. '

And from that day onwards, me and my frens would die die find time during our break to practise our pull up there.. Hahaha.. Thanx to that, I managed to do 17 pull ups for my Napfa! Damn! I was so close to beating the Pre-U 1 record!! I'm not bragging here.. I'm juz showing how hardwork can make u successful.. =)

Anyway, reached school and I was lost.. I didnt know where to assemble.. I didnt know who to ask cos there wasnt much familiar faces ard.. Was glad to see arfie at the hall.. At last someone familiar.. Talked rot until it was time to assemble.. And she knew about something she shouldnt know.. Shit! Who could have told her?? Arfie, if u're reading this, its totally not true lah!! It was merely a compliment and thats all.. I'm juz afraid that arfie will spread the news ard and I will be dead!! No!! Argh!!!! Ok, I'm over-reacting..

So, after the memorable video shown, we proceed to the 'big walk'.. Nothing much about walking lah.. We took like about 20-40 min to reach the new school.. Me, Asri and Gary talked non-stop until we reached the new school.. Hahaha.. Quite fun lah.. We didnt even fell tired as we were talking about interesting stuff as we walked..

Reached the new school and I was amazed at how big the school was.. The hall was air-conditioned! Woah! I think many people will be fast asleep during HT period in the hall.. Hahaha.. What I like most was the canteen!! It has 7 different stalls.. If I"m not wrong.. And they sell sushi!! Woo!! How cool is that? And Indian rojak.. Western food.. Woah.. Juz thinking abt all this makes me kinda hungry.. Haha.. I think I'm gonna be fat in this new school.. =)

Ok, we were supposed to play the amazing race thingy but since there wasnt enuf pple, me and asri backed out.. They need at least 3 people to make up a team.. And the 1st prize is a $100 voucher at Royal Sporting House.. If there's 3 people, we will have lesser portion of the voucher.. So no point lah actually participating.. Hahaha.. And we just roamed ard the school like nobody's business.. The first thing to check out for me is the school gymnasium.. I wonder how the gym would look like in the new school.. Was kinda disappointed though.. The gym was a bit bigger than the previous school but there werent much equipments.. Maybe they havent order the equipments yet.. And when we saw that the gym wasnt locked, we went in to try out some of the equipments.. Hahaha.. Only to find our selves getting scolded by a teacher.. Hahaha..

That's about all in the new school.. I guess theres many more things to explore when school starts next year..

Hmm.. As days passed, I've been thinking.. Is it all over for me?? I'm really lying if I say that I aint feeling a thing about what happened.. In fact I feel sad just thinking about it.. The more I look at you, the more upset I become.. Those beautiful eyes, your really sweet smile.. How I wish you could be mine.. ( keep on wishing yusri!) But I guess I can't.. I 'll juz have to move on with my life and stop thinking abt you.. I doubt it will be easy for me to do that..

Pardon me for being so emotional.. Hahaha.. Well, I guess its time to focus on more important stuffs now.. No use wishing for an angel when ur juz a normal human being..

Ooh yeah, I'm listening to a new song by Jesse Mccartney.. 'Just So You Know'.. Another nice song to recommend if u like love songs.. Juz like me.. Hahaha.. Dun get me wrong.. I'm no emo kid.. I juz love the lyrics of a love song.. Here's the lyrics..

I shouldnt love you but
I want toI just cant turn away
I shouldnt see you but
I cant moveI cant look away

I shouldnt love you but I want to
I just cant turn away
I shouldnt see you but I cant move
I cant look away

And I dont know how to be fine when Im not
Cause I dont know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feelings taking control of me
And I cant help itI wont sit around, I cant let him win now
Thought you should know
Ive tried my best to let go of you
But I dont want toI just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

Its getting hard to be around you
Theres so much I cant say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I dont know how to be fine when Im not
Cause I dont know how to make a feeling stop

This emptiness is killing me
And Im wondering why Ive waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
Im waiting here...been waiting here

How's that? Really nice lyrics.. Get this in mind.. I'm not emo ok??

Gonna catch some sleep now.. Pardon me again for being so emotional..
12/29/2006 03:14:00 PM

goal scored!